11 Days left

So here we are with only 11 days until the due date left and it feels like forever. I am so excited to meet. I am at the point that the pain of delivery is not scary to me anymore. I also am not scared for her to be her. Which I think I was all of that oh maybe last week. This waiting game is terrible. It's the not knowing if she will come out on her own or if they will have to make her come out that bothers me. I know that it can happen at any point it's just not having a specific day. I am such an impatient person but I am trying to get over that. I cannot wait to hold her and have her hold my finger with her little fingers. It is so amazing to me that just 9 months ago see was so very tiny and now I have this 7lb (est) person inside me. I am alittle worried that I might do the whole she's mine thing. Just because she has been pretty much all mine. I am the one that she kicks and punches. I feel like I have this special bond with her and at times I dont want to share but I think pretty much every pregnant woman goes through that. I am going to be someones mommy that is so crazy to me. I am excited to see Aaron as a daddy I know that he will be wonderful. I cant wait to see him interact with her.

Our entire family is beyond excited for Allison to be here. Everyone at this point keeps asking is she here yet...How about now??? My mom and dad are very excited as this is their fist grandchild that they can play with and hold.

Well according to Dr Kaufman I am 2 cm dilated. I am hoping that the Wednesday appointment I have more progress. I am terrified of going beyond 40 weeks in that something will happen to her.

Please come out baby Allison...Please....