Happy birthday Monkey!

I can't believe my baby girl is the big 1 today. Yesterday I broke down with the thought of today. I have mixed emotions about her turning 1. I so proud of everything she has done in her 1st year but then I really miss the little helpless baby that would not get pissed when you told her no. Please don't get me wrong I have absolutely just enjoyed every minute of her (even the fussy screaming parts) but it's just really hard. I remember theday I gave birth to her like it was just today and alot of her 1st year I remember so vividly. But no matter what she will always be my perfect little baby girl. I love you so much that the mere words don't even come close to what I actually feel for you. I am so very proud to say I am your mother. So Happy birthday my love!!!!!!!


02/05/2010


02/05/2009